Happy New Year 2012!

Wish you all a very Happy New Year 2012!

I usually don't make any New Year resolutions as I think they are silly. As for this year, I do come up with set of rules that I will be believing to follow through out the year. But still they're nothing like doing resolutions as they often set us up for failure right from the start. So whats the whole point?

The subconscious mind knows no difference between reality and imagination. Believing to follow a rule would be exactly the same as following a rule. But believing itself is not enough. You need act so that subconscious mind believes it and when it does, you're programming it positively. Fake it till you make it.

2012 is going to be just another year for me to live my life to the fullest. 2011 was the year, even with it's tough moments, to be remembered and treasured forever.

Live your life.

Passing through each day, losing more neurons

I couldnt come up with something that I think that is worth blogging about hence I guess thats why I have been away from blogging.

Even this post is not an exception but now I wish I had updated this blog often. Its just amazing to look back at posts in 2008 and realize that no one wants to read these either.  But I realize that even if I don't notice it, Im happy with who I have become.

 

And of course theres really is no reason why you should be sitting down and reading craps that probably makes no sense to you. And even if you do, I really appreciate each and every one you.

The begining of my senior year of university, well at least for the first years. A lot changed, by far, these few months have been among the hardest I have endured, nothing seems worth believing in.

While it's amazing how people can make your life so happy just as they can be vile. They can appear cold and heartless at times but its important to find and surround yourself with people who give your life meaning, people who inspire and motivate you. 

 Being alone is no way to live your life.

Done with tokens

The bug was on the function that declares the session which dont have access to the token variable, a line of 'global $token' fixed that.

Now implement the new censorship codes to prevent users for spaming or polluting the network. Hell alot filters and regular expressions to implement. Will remove the functions created earlier days and just use strings to store expressions and use the preg_match to validate em directly.

PHP session vs AJAX

Im coding the CSRF tokens and this thing is really annoying. I asked 4 questions and none of the answers for those questions are secure enough to protect the site from AJAX CSRF attacks. So now I have to come up with my very own buggy code that eats me alive. I spend the whole night for that god damnit but still I couldnt fix it. I need better tools to debug this and firefox keeps crashing every 2 minutes, thanks to firebug!

Blogger to Logger

Alright I dont think Im going to write another 'blog post' unless I get really emo or something really supernatural  happens like 'Justin Bieber just died - for real' but util then Im going to use Blogger as my Logger which mean Im going to log everything I do online and maybe offline. So I really hope you unsubscribe this logger now and live in peace or else you can rest in peace.

Im not ready for another year yet

So another year has passed and I cant help but I just get older and people get smarter. And yea, of course, not to mention that Mark get richer. I would say 2010 was the most drastically changing and challenging year which never failed to keep me tired and exhausted all the time. 2010 was a restless year.

And now Im going to try to write a complete review for this year. I'll post it if and only if I manage to finish it without losing my interest. But seriously I hate new year's!

Moscow

Theres actually no reason for me not blogging for this long except that Im tired of living this long. I just somehow lost my interest in blogging for some reasons that Im not actually aware of. Sometimes life gets better but most of the time it keeps me thinking of why things happening and what am I supposed to do with this unreasonable world.

Im just really tired of begin concerned about thing happing to myself and to others whom I know. Im already living for almost 2 months in a country which is far way from home. Im not sure if whats im experiencing is a form of depression or mental conflicts or what ever you might want to call it, but its keep bugging me every single day.

And now as a result I think it would be better to take a break from my 'social' life by stop using facebook for next 30 days. I know its not something hard to do but at least thats helps me somehow. And Instead Im going to do something else, probably more productive.